It's raining..
 Just like bleesing from heaven,
 Washing away sorrow and pain
 Washing away everything.

It's raining..
 Coming down up above from the skies,
 Touching everything..
 Reaching every soul

It's raining..
 As if every single drop,
 Bringing hope and joy.

It's raining..
 Making everything crystal clear..
 And here I am,walking under it


It's MeY

Just a guy with little bit of everything ^^

TAGGY~Y

RAIN DROPS;

Ann. Lulu. Tang. YiPeng. YY. Vincent. Turtle. Jill. Claris. Lillis. PhikYin. Zaifer. Rachel. Vivian. WeiChing. AlvinCheok. Andrienne. Panda. WaiFun. Xiang.


ENTRIES;

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❤ Thursday, November 20, 2008
1:09 AM

Yea yea yea,i know i know ~! 'Dont think too much' right



I lost count of how many times i get those yesterday,goddddd.
Well,not half bad i guess,at least it show that people care? lolz




Today was 'so-so' day





Had a conversation with Jillian,stories way back long during our NS camp.
Like "you know last time you did this did that?you was with this with that?" that kind of stuffs
LOL,i think i piss her off in the end of the talk,haha,sorry Jill,please dont mad at me k? =p


AS usual,routines are so darn fixed,everyday i woke up in the morning,head straight to washroom,done everything and off to coll.I am not saying that i dont like those but heck man,please god,pleaseeeeee sparkkk my LIFE~! and i was so blur today this morning and sent a blur blur message to someone,unbelieveable~!

I meet up with aunty Ying before the class,went for a drink.Yea,we're talk pretty much about everything if you ask me and again ' bla bla bla bla Chen,you think too much'



WTH is wrong with 'dont think much'???




I know i know,maybe i see too in front.I remember one phrase very very veryyyy cleary from Vince yesterday.


"How old are you now?"

"Think bout the future?"




Hmnn...maybe because that's who i am.I am surrounded by great people sometimes.Looking at them made me feel that i am so timid,so powerless,so helpless~!I am afraid that i screw up,the feeling,once is more than enough.I was afraid of getting lost,throw into a corner,getting hurt again.I dont want to get drown for nothing again~!






Me : "How do you define 'success'?"
Ying : "ME"
Me : "LOL,in detail please"
Ying : "Understanding,request,demand,accept,honestly,truth,love and courage."




Me : "How do you define 'future'?"
Ying : "Tomorrow"
Me : "Detail"
Ying : "Just take it this way,you think too ahead,and you see too far.Yes,it's not a bad thing,you gave people assurance,but what can you do bout it? embrace whatever you have right now,if you think you have feeling to her then just go for it,you always told me not to hesitate but you are right now.You afraid of not getting any back? then tell her,ask her,courage la uncle~!"





Me : "How do you define 'maintain'
Ying : "Sex"
Me : "LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL,detail"
Ying : "Spark,shared your feeling,it's ok to have up and down,me and ur dude too,we often argue but the sweet things is he always come back to me.Being insecure is common.It because we care,we hope that our half get the best,we afraid that we cant give them the best.I not asking him to change,i love him for who he is."




Yea Rightttttttttt~!


AUNTY I TOOK OUT COURAGE AND TOLD HER AND GOD DAMMIT I SCREW SHIT UP~!
Uhhh,she's probably laughing when she's reading this~! THIS AINT OVER YOU CLOWN~!



But at least,i did something which i thought 'valueable'

I said out the "L" words.Yea,it's my first time to her.Maybe all these time i was afraid that i aint getting any back once i said it out.Im too afraid to lost thingggsss,hopes,feeling,etc etc.The scar is still here,must thanks my EX FOR THIS crap shit thingy~! Uhhh,i get grumpy and emo everytime i think bout that.

ANYWAYYYYYYY


"Dont think too much" i know i know i knowwwwww



This week is pretty rush on the other hand,assignments,quizs,projects,presentations,bla bla bla.
Everything is gushing in,it's funny that i am still able to sit here,typing this thing.
Anyone know what is Qee toys? I think most of us seen it,just that we dont know that thing is Qee toys.

I am working on the design of a Qee Toy~!!


'Bear Q'


Familiar?

I just finish on the actual template,now need to decide on the design for pose,colour,theme and everything.UHHHH,pretty interesting but will be much much more simple IF WE CAN DO IT THRU COM~!






People,if you have any ideas,inspire meeee~!


















These photos were taken using a DSLR camera,uhh,just some random shots,i am still newbie in the photography thingy.

I WANT DSLR CAMERA~!

But chio-expensive laaaa~! how to afford~!

Christmas is coming,dear santa,i wish for a DSLR camera k? drop one me please~!

But dont break the lens or any other parts k? :P

Uhh,back to the working~!

It is raining now

Love

Enjoying every single drop of it...